stop talking now

in my desperate attempts to launch myself into the social world i find myself today making comments on twitter. and all of a sudden i freeze. and wonder what teh f*ck have i just said. that was trite and stupid and then the self critical monsters begin again.

drawing the tarot card of the day explained it all...

it a knight of swords day.

the know-it-all pompous teen-aged dumb-ass who offers advice freely and without thought or concern.

you know the one who leaps in to conversations without knowing WTF you are all talking about and manages to make everyone wrong, or dumb, or roll their eyes and walk away.

damn. what a day to take a leap.

however it explains perfectly why i had the balls to leap in and respond... cause knight of swords is brash and rash and dones't care... until later... when he's wondering where everyone went.

i think i shall put on my grubbies and go dig in the garden.
there it is almost impossible to offend, mostly because the faeries that live in my garden are sassy and will have lots of "good" advice to throw right back at me.

twitter

i have been back in civilization for less than 8 hours and what do i do but something absolutely insane.

i take on twitter.

because nothing will slam you back into life like the internet, and being deprived of easy access for the last month has addled my brain.

so you can follow me. i won't be tweeting much cause i'm kinda scared to death to get sucked in.

i'm: barefootphoenix

but i will be updating daily draws: the tarot cards of the day update.

this way i can justify my socializing as "work"

have i told you guys lately how much i absolutely LOVE my job!

so go subscribe to my twitter feed so i have someone to tweet at