monday!

dragging through and yet amazingly energetic and inspired... i feel at odds with myself.

how is Grace(my intention for Sept) supporting me? well it's helping me cope, it's pointing out moments of space, it's allowing me to say NO and to take better self care in stress.

how do i want Grace to lighten my issues this week? well i am having a money freak out and yet have been gifted the opportunity to teach again this weekend so money will follow in a bit... but it's feeling tight and i am feeling the extra pounds i have packed on this year. that may be due to my increase in working out or it could just be that i have finally looked at myself for the first time in 9 months, so i'd love some compassion and some hope that i can shed this emotional weight.

who or what is giving me energy? travel! i am traveling for work! and this is what i have always wanted and i am doing it and succeeding and having fun!
friends, tea and grapes harvested from my parents yard! amazing things those grapes!

what quality would i like to call in? i'd like to remember to take time to meditate. i know it's not a quality but it will give me calm, clarity, comfort, trust, love, epiphanies.

i'd also like to build in time to dance and move my beautiful body.

and a new thing i am adding and expecting the universe to provide a solution to within the week
my question for the week...
how can i shed these emotional/physical/mental burdens?

it's monday!

time to manifest

how is grace supporting me?
it is helping me dance through the freak out of very few clients coming in
it is helping me see financial challenges and part of growing up and learning opportunities instead of oh f*** moments
it is finding me a new opening that i LOVE LOVE LOVE and cannot wait to bring into this world
it is bringing me moments of grace which makes everything feel easier

how do i want grace to lighten my issues?
i can use some more peace around not making enough money to live on
it can bring my partner a job
it can dance some more clients into my awareness
it can help me create the curriculum for the Muse project

who or what is giving me energy?
tea!
those amazing women who just walked the 60 miles for breast cancer
bollywood films... dancing in my very lame way throughout the day
peaches!

what quality would i like to call in?
i could use some faith, trust and hope to get through my money mindset
also i'd like some energy and feeling tapped and not sure what's up with that, so clarity on what i need change, or who zapped me or just more energy.

OMG i almost missed Monday's wish

September intention was grace... i think or maybe ease. crap look at me fail all over myself. i choose Grace today... right now! and since it is the first official Monday of September may it be so!

how is grace supporting me?
well it is allowing me to laugh at myself over not knowing my intention, and it is bringing me delightful surprises and some non-delightful tummy aches (actually i'm not sure what the tummy aches are about)

how do i want grace to lighten my issues?
by reminding me i am perfectly ok
by letting clients fall into my awareness
by making my "new thing" feel expansive and easy

who or what is giving me energy?
painting
meditation/visualization
zac efron and that cute dancing chick from hairspray (if i was a real person i would so look up her name i mean she got an oscar nod but no i am not)

what quality would i like to call in?
can money be a quality? cause more would be awesome right now with the whole October property taxes looming over me
ooh receiving---that would also be a good quality to call in cause then i could receive money, and friends, and random presents and hope and love... the things i could receive are endless


ok now you play in the comments! except that i am posting this ridiculously late... sorry. but you can still play!

manifest mondays

how is my intention for the month supporting me?
since tomorrow is Sept I am picking a new intention... GRACE. i need some bad. some grace to roll with the punches and who whisks in when things are **** and offers hope, ease and insight.

how do i want joy to lighten the issues?
i've come tot this place in my story line where i see where i am, i see where i want to be and i am trying to act in accordance with the new story line... but there is the tinyHUGEtiny leap that needs to happen. something is keeping me in the old pattern.

i would like joy to shine some insight on this. or at least provide me with a week full of laughter and fun.

who or what is giving me energy?
the early morning walk in the fog, watching the mist swirl and the dew gather on plants and spider webs.

exercise, sweat and stretching. trying to come back into my body and relearn what it is capable of doing.

what quality would i like to call in?
i need a dose of hope. i am so tired of this being so hard and feeling like i am not getting anywhere.

i could be show progress through the eyes of another
or i could get a genius insight
or the right thing could come my way like this video

choose your life mondays #1 (yes i know it's tuesday)

so I found this lovely activity on Jennifer the Comfort Queen's Blog

and I think I shall start because recently I was told to stop driving the bus, and get out of the way and I know this will help with all of that.

How is my Intention for the month supporting me?
Since I am new to this I did not realize I had to have an intention...however I have been playing with PLAY so I shall make that my intention. I think PLAY is supporting me to not take life so seriously, I've been dancing a bit more and when I don't know what to focus on for my business I have surrendered to outside, books, a movie here and there and art.

How do I want Joy to lighten this week?
So I feel as if I am tittering on the edge of a big giant change and I want to find ways to delight in looking over the precipice and to tease my way into falling forward instead of back into the known. I think the idea that laughter and games awaits me on the other side is a nice carrot to dangle. This week I shall find people to laugh with!

Who or What is giving me energy?
Art... randomly picking up scraps of paper and doodling is helping me this week.

What quality would I like to call in from the Divine (nature, love, spirit, something larger than me)?
Grace. I so desire to move out of these stories that are keeping me small and in a state of financial chaos. I know I can survive the next incarnation of me, and I know it will be easier on some level but I just can't get myself to fall forward into it. I am so attached to being poor and small and invisible... Grace to embrace the changes occurring and allow myself to surrender and let go with out the kicking and the thrashing out and the pain I am currently experiencing.

May it be so!